how I feel whenever I try to dress nice
Getting ready to go out after training/practice
At the end of the day, I’ll still wind up being the daughter who will disappoint you, rendered useless and hopeless. I’ll curl in bed, withered, tear-stained, eyes swollen… and yet still thinking how to please you and make you happy.
Everyone will sympathise but no one knows how it feels like. Every single time when I try my best, feeling like a constant struggle…
I don’t belong here…. I’m so tired… so exhausted.